jesh-the-rev

Broken..

2010-02-15T01:07:00.000-08:00

Said it all, Nothing to say at all,
Nothing to say that matters, Havent we had enough?
When the tears fall away, And theres no conversation,
Theres nothing left to break, thats not already broken.
We had it all infront of us, You were the one I was in love.
You were everything thats bad for me, make no apologies.
Im crushed, Black and blue.
But you know I'd do it all again for you.

2010-02-11T06:02:00.000-08:00

I cant believe you said all that.. It hurt me soo much girl, to think you even said i forced you.. i FORCED you into doing something.. well, im sorry you ever thought that way... I didnt want things to end up this way.. I cant stop crying, I cant sleep, I cant eat. not hearing your voice call my name.. Its got me going crazy.. Just talk to me, set me free.. I cant take this anymore, Im dying inside, slowly and painfully.. I cant go on living like this.. The lies you told me, the times you hurt me, the things you did that i thought you could never be capable of.. but if you want it over it will be over.. Cause if the sun rise tommorow, I should let you be, cause then you would have lost me.

2010-01-31T13:21:00.000-08:00

Hey guys.. or maybe should just say hi to myself..
Anw, its 5.21 am and i just got home. Had a message from HER! =) at like midnight, And i was so damn happy the whole night.. ARSENAL lost to Man U. but i dont give shit, had a damn sweet message that made my night =)
Well aftr Arsenal lost then Clarrisson was damn depressed and all so we met Suren and had a few beers. And they just cabbed back cause He needed to go malaysia soon..
So had a good night =)

I dont belong here, we've gotta move on here, Escape from this afterlife!

Listening to: Afterlife - Avenged Sevenfold

Waiting

2010-01-30T13:06:00.000-08:00

Oh cant you see it baby? You got me going crazy.
Wherever you go, Whatever you do
Whatever it takes, How many Heartbreaks
I will be right here waiting for you.

The present is what we have, lets live for now, lets live for today
The future? there is none without you.
The love i hold dearest? It is your love.
Why does love hurt? It is your pain that makes love special
Why you? Cause its only you i want
Why even love? cause your love makes my life real.
How am I different? Cause I LOVE you.

Listening to: Let her cry - Hootie and the blowfish

For you I will..

2010-01-30T03:21:00.000-08:00

Hey guys, so the past few days been really busy, works just killing me man.. but the GREENS keep me going.HAHA.. Aniway things have been going good the past few days, got to talk to HER on the phone couple days back.. but I think its wrong to be as happy as i am about that? hmm..

Well last night Hussain came over to drink, so he was just drinking and having some brother brother time ar. kinda vommited a couple of times but was fine lah, now just waiting for Marco, Sandy and Isaac to come over for dinner.. Damn havent seen Josh in a few days alrdy, kinda not used to it.. haha, but guess he has to study and all.. The rest of the guys havent called me either. damn boring life lah..

"IM GONNA MUSTER EVERY OUNCE OF CONFIDENCE I HAVE, FOR YOU I WILL"

Listening to: For you I will - Teddy Geiger

Sorry..

2010-01-26T02:02:00.001-08:00

Well since Josh wants me to start blogging guess i will.. but nobody is gonna read aniway so erm..
OKAY, when Yishun today. ALONE, collected my 2nd pair of specs 8) then when to POSB to unfreeze my fucking ATM card ALONE. then had lunch at a coffeshop there ALONE.. took the bus home ALONE... I say again, ALONE..

But dear Sister Sandy is getting married in 7 weeks! =) Isaac has no idea what he's getting into man, but at least they love each other. HAHA.. They coming for dinner later.. waiting for Josh and Clari too.. "NOW IM FREEEEEEE!!! FREE FALLING (x3)"

listening to 'FREE FALLING - JOHN MAYER'

I'm back after 2 years!

2009-03-24T11:15:00.000-07:00

Wow after 2 years im back blogging.. Im doin it for de fun of it ar, since i got nothing else to do at home. Haha..
Wait, wtf am i doin?! nobody is ever gonna read dis rite?.. Im talking to de damn wall i think.. ANIWAYS, i got Brandon Dass to thank for me starting up de blog. haha.. Muaahhaha..
JeSh_ThE_ReV is back!